chibijax

It has been so long since I wrote a journal entry. I really should start coming on DA more.... Not sure if I have mentioned this in any prior journal entries, but for the past year and a half I've been actively learning Chinese. I can understand and hold a pretty basic conversation. I'm at the point to where if I had to go to China right now, I would be able to communicate and live there. Which is pretty awesome in my book. I never in a million years thought I would be able to speak another language. But I had always wanted to. Of course, my preferred language was always Japanese. I have been an otaku for many, many moons. But turns out there

I'll write a journal entry for just this day, mainly cause I want to see the cute little skin I picked out to go with it. Nothing has really been happening lately. I'm still looking for a job, I'm learning Korean, and trying to figure out why I have no energy. My guess is something to do with my iron count? I have no idea, but it's starting to get annoying. I really should draw again! I have a picture of a baby I want to do for a friend of mine, but I haven't got around to do it. I've just been so lazy. I feel like I would be motivated if I were able to clean my room but I can get out of bed long enough to do so. =\ Hopefully I'll be able

Today was suppose to be a special occasion. It was an event that was thought up and planned out over a series of several months. Today, my brother's girlfriend and I were to prepare a special meal, delving into my deceased mother's recipe box, a box fill with hundreds of delicacies that were locked away with my heart back in 2003. This meal would have been followed by a showing of home movies that commemorated her, the one we hold dearest to our hearts. My brother ruined this special day, the day that was suppose to be a surprise for him and our dad. Much like myself, my brother is emotionally unstable, only when he has his break downs--whic